Event - you were in my womb for nine months you arrived you had so many problems you wimpered in such a weak tone I was in shock I was sobbing you were being kept "comfortable" I was in a hospital bed down the hall that seemed like would be a 10 mile trek Dr tells me you have passed I hold you I love you I bury you I miss you I long for you
Apology - I am sorry I didnt crawl down that hall and take you into my arms and hold you until you breathed your last breath I love you to the depth of my soul. I hold you in my heart and in my mind. I promise I will hold you with my body when we are together again