Event - After years of being hurt by my Mothers apathy towards me, I have finally discovered through a lot of analysis that she suffers from Narcissistic Personality Syndrome and is incapable of feeling empathy. While this explains everything, it doesn't change the years of hatred or lingering disappointment I still sometimes feel over the loss of something I could never have, her genuine respect and regard for me.
Apology - I'm sorry Mom that it has taken me so long to understand what your problem is and I'm also sorry that I need to have limited contact to you in order to find my own peace. I love you, but I don't like you despite years of trying.
Event - Sorry Mom for being and a**hole for the last 18 years. Actually, I don't know if I was an a**hole when I was 1-3 years old, so maybe only for the last 15 years or so. I've been caught for stealing, cheating, lying, physical violence, vandalism and more. I've been an a**hole.
Apology - You being tough on me was the only thing that got me where I am today, which is less of an a**hole. Thanks and sorry.
Event - My mom is selfish. She always has been. The world revolves around her. But she's always talking about how giving and sacrificing she is. We were all at a wedding over the weekend and at the table she was talking about just this and I couldn't take it any more. I just told her what was on my mind and told her she's nuts and selfish and one of the least giving people I know. She took it as a joke, because she couldn't imagine such a thing could be true in her la-la world. But I was serious.
Apology - I should just let it go. Am I bitter because she was a sh***y mother? Yes. But who cares, right? She's old. I should just let her go on living in her make believe land. Sorry I flew off the handle. And sorry I did it in a public place.
