Event - I was friends with this guy for a while and then we started dating long distance, he fell in love. After about 6 months I realized I was too tempted to cheat and broke up with him. For about a year after that I kept in contact and would occasionaly make him think I might want to get back together. Six years later and I still try to make him jealous despite my being in a relationship and having no desire to be with him.
Apology - I'm sorry I've treated you so badly and I keep trying to make you want to be with me even though I have no interest in you. I'm screwed up and enjoy the power. I'm also sorry I smiled when I told my therapist how I'd broken your heart.